Well…

It's really hard to know how much my life will change tomorrow. How much and what ways.

I'm feeling calm at the moment but I think that is mainly because I haven't been thinking enough about it. Perhaps I still don't realise what's about to happen. I've found that it is easy to stay distracted by thinking about and doing (and not doing, of course) all the little things I need to get ready. I've had to pack up and clean my flat (I'm in the middle of doing that now), organise a holiday :) and generally get ready for 'the big day'.

I'm not worried about tomorrow. I think it will mostly be fun. I can do events and I can be the centre of attention if I have to. So taking part in a wedding is fine. But then what? What does that mean? I'm somewhat prepared for a wedding but I'm not sure how prepared I am for a marriage.

OK, with God's help we can work it out together as we go. I just need to work out how much I need to change and to learn to love Katrina, making her needs and interests a priority, even though I won't always understand when her mind works differently to mine.

Some advice that we were given for the wedding also applies to the marriage: remember to have fun!

(Meanwhile, you can look forward to honeymoon photos…)